Because there was no
warrant in continued hurt,
no pain for pain’s sake
tolerable, no end in sight,
no purpose but to self-
deteriorate, to suffocate,
strangled, an infectious
sense of hopelessness,
I became alone. My risks,
my own; my responsibilities,
my own; my failures, my own;
my triumphs, my own; my path,
my own. Fearlessly alone.