Why did I come here? I thought. Why is it always only a matter of choosing between something bad and something worse? Because, if nothing changes, nothing changes; and when choosing between two evils, you choose the one yet to be tried. Often, life is round. Every end is a beginning. You will get there when you do. ‘Til then, for as long as it takes to come around, cease, to begin anew, even if new is worse. Choose now, not then.