Every heart craves a deception; proof, least of virtues, loyalty, but what is seems. Every wound, a deliverer, its scar for love inflicted. Mensuration, blinded by light; faith, by darkness sightless. Ere you came, […]

Every heart craves a deception; proof, least of virtues, loyalty, but what is seems. Every wound, a deliverer, its scar for love inflicted. Mensuration, blinded by light; faith, by darkness sightless. Ere you came, […]
Acquiescent support of global despotism, Israel, Russia, USA, et cetera; anxiety, fear, desperation; bashing of lesbian, bi, gay, trans, queer, questioning; chemically processed, artificially flavoured and preserved, genetically-modified foods; cold-blooded murder of George Floyd; demise […]
Seule la peur de frustrer les attentes des autres vous oblige à rester la même personne que vous étiez l’année dernière, le mois dernier, ou même une heure auparavant. Si rien ne change, rien ne […]
One need not surmise that any of this persuaded me to become someone I was not intended to be. Remember my story of the prince who believed in all things but three. I was not […]
For a few years, too many, I drank too much. Poised between madness and rage, I knew no other rest. Between mediocrity and obsession, I have always chosen obsession. Between my extremes, tentatively, tenuously, balance […]
The teacher who gave me my Chinese name died in my arms after a long bout with cancer. She had no family in the States. They were all in Tianjin. She never married, never had […]
When I was the Director of Training and Technological Exchange for a French petroleum exploration company headquartered in Zhanjiang, Guangdong, one day, at my training center, a fledgeling bird, apparently venturing from its nest for […]
Yn wahanol i’m hymddangosiad tuag allan, rydw i’n rhyw-herfeiddiol, yn rhyw-hylif. Nid yw hynny’n fy amddifadu o unrhyw beth yn benodol, nac yn caniatáu unrhyw beth i mi yn benodol. Mae yna eiriau i’r rhai […]
Regarding my youth, I did whatever was necessary to avoid foster care. In many cases, both with women and with men, that meant surrender to sexual – what would be now called – exploitation, though […]
Have I any friends? I am not sure. Few can tolerate my intensity. Like indeterminate candles in the throes of my constant storms, they are extinguished, happy to serve their purpose in a less hostile, […]